supercrazylacy:

 

Its fine, I shouldn’t Have said anything….No talking just Listening….

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No, talking is totally fine. I’m really sorry Lacy. You don’t have to just listen.

supercrazylacy:

 

sorry…

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No, I’m sorry. I’m sad and a little scared, but I shouldn’t take it out on you when you’re only trying to help.

supercrazylacy:

 

well at least you know that, most people figure its the only way too live….image

so you’re half way to getting better 

I may know it, but it still feels like that’s the only way I’m living. You can’t say I’m halfway to getting better when you don’t know what’s really going on.

supercrazylacy:

 

You’re welcome, I really hope you feel better soon

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I hope so too. This is no way to live…

supercrazylacy:

 

okay…..but still, Don’t ever hesitate to call me if you need someone to just listen….no matter what time…..

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I just hate seeing my friends suffer, especially ones that don’t deserve it what so ever 

Okay. Thanks Lacy.

supercrazylacy:

 

hmmmmm……what if I found a way to get her to you?

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Nah, I think I’ll wait it out. Let her know I’m okay by phone. I don’t want anyone that could be stalking the house to mess with her.

supercrazylacy:

 

No Jared….really you don’t have to, I understand….you want to just pour out all your trouble and no one wants too, or so you think they don’t want to listen…and usually they don’t….but I’ll listen as long as needed because I know how that feels…..and I don’t want others to feel the same feeling I got when that happens becasue it sucks…..

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I mean I see a therapist, but that’s different. I honestly just don’t like dumping everything on other people. I feel like I shouldn’t burden others with my problems. I mean, I could talk to Miss Jasmine, but I’d rather see her in person and I don’t wanna go outside.

supercrazylacy:

 

no, its fine don’t apologize…..I understand. 

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I can’t help but to apologize. You didn’t ask to hear my troubles. I’d feel bad if I didn’t apologize.

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Anonymous asked: Still got that fire I see. You can't stay inside forever. You can get sick that way.

Yes I do. I can do whatever the fuck I want. Do I seem like I care? As long as it keeps me from being hurt by you guys, I’m fine.

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Anonymous asked: Oh don't be that way. You were a lot of fun last Homecoming. We should do that again ;)

I’ll be any way I want. Yeah well it wasn’t fun. Y’all are fucking abusive sickos. No. It won’t be happening again.

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Anonymous asked: we miss you jared. won't you come out to play? ;)

Well I don’t miss you. You’re horrible horrible people. I don’t want to “come out to play”. I’m perfectly fine staying inside avoiding bullies and rapists like you bozos. 

supercrazylacy:

 

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I’m sorry. I just…haven’t been my best lately. Hell, I haven’t even traveled like I planned to. Sorry if I’m making you feel bad. I just feel like I’m falling apart.

supercrazylacy:

 

well I hope you feel better soon! especially with Halloween coming up! 

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We’ll see. I haven’t been in a Halloween mood and it sucks. Usually I’m stoked and celebrate Halloween all month long, but…I just can’t right now. Guilt and depression suck.

supercrazylacy:

Oh Jared, I’m so Sorry Thats awful!

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It is what it is. There’s nothing anyone can do.

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Anonymous asked: What are you doing for Halloween?

Staying home. I might eat candy, but I’ll be locked up in my room.